1899 - From the diary of Miss Bella Craw in Ladysmith
We were up at daylight this morning preparing for the move. Dr Hyslop came in after breakfast. I think he is rather worried fearing it may not be for the best. After a talk we said we would go up to the Hospital and ask Nurse Yateman if we would be a help. If not we would remain here. So Aunt Fanny and I went up. They were all so busy and looked tired and confused, for their time was short and everything was to be done. Nothing had gone out up to then. We walked through the tents and could see the patients laid in bed as the ventilation flaps were rolled up. They looked in all sorts of conditions. One poor Gordon Highlander was in a dreadful state. Nurse told us that he had been a fortnight in the same condition. They said it would be a mercy if he died.
He was wounded in the head and his brain protruded. He called out in such an insane way and seemed so weak. And fancy, all these people, I should think two or three hundred, all had to be moved and the baggage requisite for Ambulance before dark tonight. I do hope their tents would all be ready to receive them.
After talking to Nurse Yateman we came to the conclusion we would not go but remain in Town. They have so many nurses and orderlies, they do not require, or do not want, no, I don't know which it is, but they say if they want help they will let us know. Major Bruce also told us he thought we would be just as safe here, and would be glad to have us if they required assistance. As soon as we got home, Uncle Bill, Bert and Mr. Carson with boys, left with shovels and pickaxes for the river bank to prepare a place. They worked until the light failed and have succeeded in making a very nice cosy little corner not in the line of fire, unless they move some of their guns.
We do miss our morning's post. No papers now. I wonder what folks down below are hearing of us, all kinds of rumours I expect. Things are looking more like a siege now, provisions scarce, butchers and hotels closing, not a single store, they say, will be opened tomorrow. All the stores have been commandeered by the Imperial Government. No business is being done at all and during the day you see no one but Military men in the streets, everyone else is afraid of a shell landing on them.
We went to Church this evening. There were only six civilians counting women and children, and a goodly number of volunteers. We had a hymn on printed forms called Natalia's Prayer, which alone was worth going to hear, sung so heartily by those men. It was a service without music. A great many women and children have left Ladysmith, and some have surprised us. They said they would never leave. Mrs. Bemen and Beulah and Mrs. Brooke and her daughters. They, I thought, would remain if we all left. Mrs. Dr. Anderson has gone and Mrs. Valentine and Mrs. Moller, also Mrs. Cox, Mrs. Kneller, the Donaldsons, Mr. Mrs. and Miss Carter, the Christophers, Murrays and ever so many more.
Shells have gone through the Carters and Murray's houses since they left.